60/40

Weight: So scared
BMI: </3


There are kind of two voices in my head. But they're like parts of me. And I'm constantly listening to 'them/me' whenever I have the choice of buying food, or do anything food related like go into the school canteen. One is Rationality. The other is Ana. Rationality has thousands upon thousands of reasons. 'You'll have really bad metabolism, your gorgeous hair'll fall out, you'll never me that athletically strong person you want to be, etc' and Ana only has a few 'You might not ever be able to please your mother but you can keep on trying, your ex's current girlfriend's legs, the previously gorgeous concave stomach you had before, skinny, skinny, skinny.' But for some reason Ana is stronger. Despite all the arguments Rationality throws at her/me, her voice stronger, almost more seductive, full of dangerously beautiful promises.

12th February 2012
60/40 to Ana


I can feel her getting stronger, no matter how much the voice inside me is screaming to not follow her. It's screaming and shouting but I feel like I've already dived without a bungee rope.


Song of the Day: Secrets by Tiffany Alvord and ThePianoGuys
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxRMFwPpkBE&feature=g-u-u&context=G21f56edFUAAAAAAAaAA



I was originally subscribed to ThePianoGuys but they linked the vocal version of this piece and her voice is absolutely stunning! Such a beautiful song <3