Back from Berlin!!

Weight: 111lbs
BMI: 19
(supposed to posted on 28th October)

I'm so happy! Well I actually got back from Berlin on the 26th but I haven't really had a chance to write a post until now :( A friend of my parents is staying over at ours for a few days (she's really annoying- 50 and uses my make up/nail polishes without asking me x_x) but for some reason I've been eating much less with her around. I'm not really starving myself...for example at each sitting if I was actually starving hungry, I will eat but not enough to sate my hunger. But just enough so that it becomes bearable. And I eat my food slowly so my 'fullness signal' can catch up with my eating. And so now I've finally hit 11lbs! I can fit comfortably into a size 6 and more or less into a size 4 :)

Sometimes I look at myself and think, I look alright (whilst vainly posing in the mirror ;) hey it's Halloween in 3 days!). That I actually look kinda pretty. But then I see my arms and thighs, and that feeling is gone :( at least its going well now (y) seems to only be going upwards <3 I don't know when I want to stop, perhaps at 99lbs? Just so that I'm not at 3 digits....

'Because the mirror hurts more than starvation.'

Song of the day:
One More by Superchick
One more song by Superchick (see what I did there? ;)), I truly do love their songs <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKvUk7Vdzyk